In our most recent newsletter, we told about the many changes that has been happening in our life. One included was auditioning for Actors, Models & Talent for Christ (AMTC). Due to space, we had to give the basics in our newsletter. Here however, is the whole story.
For many of you who know me, (Megan) I have always loved music and have been involved in music for basically all of my life. I have taken Piano, Guitar and Fiddle lessons during different stages of my life. Music has always been a passion of mine. It's what I turn to with I need to relax, focus or just praise God. However in the midst of the passion, there has always been a problem. I HATE being in front of people. When I was very small, I don't remember this being a problem when it came to music. For example, I can remember singing a solo at church once and thoroughly enjoying it. As I grew older that all changed. I'm still not sure what exactly it is that bothers me so much or why it bothers me now when it didn't then. Whatever it was exactly, it became very crippling to me. I only played around people under certain circumstances. Most of the time that meant I was hidden behind people. I turned down many opportunities to branch out and farther my music "career" including some leading positions among the students my music teacher had. In all honesty, nothing has changed. I still don't like being in the "spotlight" although I do make exceptions every now when I feel God nudging me. Which leads me to the auditioning.... for someone who doesn't like performing in front of people, an audition sounds like a contradiction right? It's amazing how God can work in a person's heart. All my life, I can remember times when I would sit and wonder if God wanted me take the talents He has given me farther than the normal daily life. Each time the feelings and thoughts never lasted that long. I never felt like it was more than people trying to pressure me or just a day dream of mine. That is until here recently. Those same feelings and thoughts came back up but this time they hung around longer and hit a lot harder than normal. I began wrestling with it. Was this the Holy Spirit? Or was my heart and mind playing tricks on me? It was hard and unlike normal it it didn't go away. Actually each day and week that went by it seemed to be getting worse. Many times while talking to God, I would remind Him how I felt so unqualified and how I was so clueless in many areas of music. I'd also mention how having a mentor/instructor or someone that would give me training would really help. As time went on, I kept noticing things come up in my life that just seemed to be giving the feeling that I needed to do something more. Until one day, I was driving down the road and randomly turned on the radio... This was unusual because I normally listen to Cd's only. Even when I do turn on the radio, I'd tune out the commercials when they came on. Something this time caught my attention and I started listening. They were talking about an audition for AMTC that was going to be in Kingsport TN soon. They explained a little about how AMTC gives training to people that have talent and a heart for God. I felt like I needed to look into it. However, I wasn't really convinced that this was something God was going to ask me to do. I was out running errands or something so I figured when I got home I'd look it up and see what it was exactly.....well.... as all the other mothers out there could relate, I got busy and my memory failed me. A few more days went by and I was sitting on the couch watching my two girls play when all of a sudden I felt like a huge anvil of guilt fell upon me. I sat there thinking. What if one day the girls began asking me about why I never did anything more with music? How would I respond?... I was to big of a chicken? And If I was suppose to be doing something more, how could I teach my girls to follow God no matter what He asked, if I wasn't doing the same? I just sat there feeling so guilty and ashamed. I didn't understand why I felt ashamed except that my mind went back to maybe God was nudging me to do more with music than I was. So I wrestled with the feelings and thoughts for a bit longer. (My memory was still slipping and I didn't remember AMTC at this point) Then the girls were sick and we had run out of some medicine. I went to Walmart to pick up some and upon leaving, I decided to take a different routine home instead of my usual way. As I was driving home there was a huge billboard for AMTC. This time there was no mistaking the nudge, that I need to look into it. I still wasn't convinced God was asking me to go but I knew I needed to look into it. Once I got home I looked them up. I read all I could and did a ton of thinking and praying over the matter. I eventually came to the conclusion, I needed to talk to my husband, Lucas, and see what he thought about it all. Well it had been a long day and he was super tired but I decided I'd go ahead and ask him if I could talk to him about something that had been bothering me. He, of course, was willing to listen and I began pouring out everything that had happened and how I felt. After a short time, I asked him a question to only found out he had fallen asleep somewhere in the middle. We were already in bed and like I said before it had been a long tiring day. I didn't wake him cause I knew he had to get up early the next morning and my timing to ask him was poorly timed. I decided since it was still heavy on my heart that I would continue to pray. It eventually came to a point and I decided that I would ask God for a sign. I normally wouldn't do this. However, I felt like this was a big enough decision that effect many areas of my life that I needed to know and have no doubts. The first thing that came to my mind was that my papaw would get saved. I thought that was a great sign and something I was so longing to hear. I thought about it and talked myself out of that one. I never could find something I felt was perfect to ask so I turned it over to God. I told Him how I knew He was able to pick the perfect sign that would let me know 100% that this was what He wanted me to do. I went to sleep right after that. THE VERY NEXT MORNING, as I was getting breakfast for the girls and myself, I got a phone call. I answered it to find my dad on the other end. He had called to tell me that when he got to my papaw's house that morning, My papaw told him he had gotten saved that night! I couldn't help but feel like God was laughing and smiling at me. I was so thrilled with the news of my papaw, however, knowing that God wanted me to go audition was another story.. I was terrified. I'd had so been hoping that He wasn't wanting me to do this. I was happy to finally know the answer though. That following Monday was the audition - talk about last minute. I was very nervous. I ending up auditioning for singing\acting (everyone has to read a script so I thought "Why not put acting down too and see what happens?"). The whole time, I was there I was praying and reading scriptures that I had previous wrote down to take with me. I kept putting my trust in God and asking for Him give me the strength when I would start to get rushed with all the feelings of nervousness. Honestly, there is no way I could have done it without Him. I was so relieved when I was finished! The audition went well except for one small thing that we don't need to mention. :-) (Just a few nervous tears.) After what felt like an eternity, I finally got a callback. I was accepted to go through their program. So what is this program you ask? You can find out all the details on here on their website http://www.amtcworld.com/. The basics are: I will be getting training as well as lots of access to information online to increase my knowledge of the media world and talents. Then in December once the training is completed and I've complete everything I'm are suppose to do, I will get a chance to perform and display these talents in front of scouts for several different corporations. There is no promises of any jobs after this, just the chance to perform in front of scouts. I'm unsure what God has in store whether this is just for knowledge and personal growth or if He has other plans for me. It is just amazing to see Him working in our lives. We are so excited to see what He has planned out for all this. Please do pray for me because being in front of people is a struggle. Thanks in advance and I will keep everyone updated as things progress. (Sorry for the delay in posting but since we sent out our newsletter my papaw went to be with the Lord shortly after Christmas)
Walsworth
We Are Lowly Servants Walking Onward Right Toward Him
Friday, February 6, 2015
Monday, May 19, 2014
Spring Newsletter 14
Today’s
Verse: “Wherefore
seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us
lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us
run with patience the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus the author
and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the
cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of
God.” – Hebrews 12:1-2
What are some
“weights” you could lay aside that would help you run the race of life?
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Catching up: If you came by our
house you’d probably hear the pitter patter of little feet meandering down the
hall, that’s right our little girl Maggie has begun walking. It was exciting to
watch her take those first steps and also see her quickly learn this new skill.
We also got to celebrate her first birthday in February and watch her enjoy
cake for the first time (a picture below). Needless to say, it’s been an
exciting adventure watching Maggie grow. The adventure doesn’t stop there
though. Four days after Maggie’s birthday, we celebrated the birth of our
second precious girl. Arwen Grace Walsworth was born February 20th
weighing 7lbs and 2 ounces. The plan was to have a home birth however God had
other plans again. The change in plans was nothing like Maggie’s emergency so that
is a sigh of relief. This time was due to Arwen taking her time cooking in the
oven or so we thought. Once Megan got within what we believed to be a day or
two from the 42 week mark, we scheduled an ultrasound to make sure the baby was
cooking evenly. Arwen looked great but the ultrasound showed that Megan’s fluid
was a little low. They decided that the wisest choice would be to get this baby
moving. We came home long enough to pack our stuff and give Maggie to Megan’s
mom before returning to the hospital. The next morning they started with
induced labor and it wasn’t long before Arwen was born. Megan was extremely
relieved that this labor and delivery was way shorter than last time. It was
slightly disappointing to not be able to have the home birth we were wanting,
however the nurses did their best at making the room feel as close to home as possible.
We had a couple of other praises at our house besides the birth of our new
little one. Now that little hands can find
objects on top of various furniture (cups with liquids), we began praying for a
way to put down some kind of flooring over our sub-flooring in the living room.
We were thrilled when we were able to get the materials and with the help from
some of our much appreciated friends we had it finished in no time. Plus due to
our growing family and car issues, we’d been on the lookout for a “new”
vehicle. The Lord has also supplied the opportunity for us to purchase a used
Toyota Minivan. We are truly blessed and thankful for all He has done for us
recently. As for the extended family, it has been currently growing. With the
latest arrival of our new niece Miss Madelynn in January, we now have 16 nieces
and nephews and we expecting another one any day now.
Camp: Over the
fall and spring our efforts at camp have been focused on finishing up the
kitchen addition. Having it finished for this summer will make the kitchen
staff’s life much easier. With a recent gift to camp, we will be moving on to
the continual remodeling of the rec. building next. Now for the summer, the
pressure to get things opened up and cleaned is upon us. Some days it can be
overwhelming all the preparations that need to be made however we’re excited
for the camp season. This year’s theme, “Kingdom Chronicles”, is based on the
Kingdom of God and set in the medieval time frame. It’s been fun being creative
as we plan games and crafts to match the theme and teach biblical truths. Megan
has been especially focused on the crafts as well as skits for chapel time. As
for me, the reins have been handed over and I’ve been put in charge of
counselor training this year. It’ll be an exciting but also a learning
experience, I’m sure. We have also been in the process of contacting churches
to present the ministry to them and to share what God is doing in the lives at camp.
We appreciate all those who are praying with us as the Lord supplies the prayer
and support partners we need to walk the journey He has planned for us.
Work O.U.T./Butterflies: We
do enjoy mentoring the young men and women that attend the Bible study and feel
honored that God has given us this opportunity. Some days it’s not easy fitting
it into our schedule however, we are convinced this is something God wants us
to continue doing. He hasn’t failed in giving the strength and time to make
them fit into our life. Recently, Megan has been especially excited for two of
the regular attending young ladies that will be graduating this year and will
be starting their own exciting journeys as adults. It has been encouraging to
see all these teens continue to grow in their relationship with Lord as they
seek the paths that the Lord has designated for them. It will be exciting to
see what the Lord has in store for them in the years to come.
Praises:
Ø For the ability to purchase a van
and flooring.
Ø The safe arrival of our little
girl, Arwen.
Prayer Requests:
Ø For strength during this busy
season of our lives.
Ø That we will be able to finish
all the plans we have for this summer’s camp.
Ø That we will have patience as we
trust God to supply our needs.
Goofing
off just for fun (Not a True Story): One day last summer, I (Lucas) had realized that the outside of the
gymnasium needed to be repainted. So I found some paint in the workshop and got
to painting while the campers were swimming. After finishing the first side, I
realized that I didn’t have enough paint to finish the rest of the gymnasium.
So I went to check for more paint, but all I could find was paint thinner. Then
the thought hit me, I’ll add thinner to my paint, so I’ll have more paint to go
around the entire gym. After I had finished painting, I was so proud of my work
as well as my idea. That night, a thunderstorm came through camp and it rained
hard. The next morning I got up, and to my embarrassment I found the other
three sides of the gym’s washed from it’s fresh coat of paint. As I stood there
ashamed and depressed that my work was in vain, Megan was walking over to me
and noticed what had happened. “What have I done?” I mumbled. “Well, thankfully
the devotions this morning gave you the answer to the problem. You did do the
devotion this morning right?” She asked looking at me. “Yeah,it was about
turning from sin and living a new life, but what does that have to do with the
gym?” I asked puzzled. She smiled and said, “You must ‘Repaint and thin no
more’”.
THANK YOU
FOR TAKING TIME TO READ OUR NEWSLETTER!
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Wednesday, October 30, 2013
2013 Fall Newsletter
Home: If
you didn’t catch it in the last section, we’re pregnant! Well, Megan is, I’m so
skinny I could turn sideways and stick out my tongue and look like a zipper. Megan
is currently past the half way mark with a due date of Feb. 6th
2014. We’re so excited about another heavenly gift! Maggie will be in for a
surprise with a unique first birthday present. By adding this baby to the
family, we will possibly have three birthdays in February. And we know you’re
asking, but we are not going to find out what it is. It’s like a box of chocolates, you won’t find
out what’s inside till you take a bite. As for Maggie, she is now the owner of
two pearly white teeth. She has also learned how to crawl and pull herself up
on things. It’s so exciting to watch her learn what she can do. Here recently,
if you were around the house you’d probably hear the sound of a chainsaw and
the smell of fresh cut wood. We’ve been cutting firewood, in preparations for
the cold days to come, which will hopefully bring a few days of good snow. We
praise the Lord for free firewood that has been provided from here and there.
Another common sound you’d hear around our house, is notes being plunked out.
Since camp decided they didn’t need their piano due to the use of their
electronic keyboard, we thought we could make use of it. Megan’s gifted at
reading and playing piano music, Maggie and I are the plunkers. It’s fun to
watch Maggie plunk around figuring out which keys make what note. Also, because
our family’s growing, we’ve been praying for a more reliable, spacious vehicle.
Unfortunately, due to family spread abroad and the ministry life, we put miles
on cars like seconds on a clock. So we’ve been praying for the Lord’s guidance
and wisdom on this decision for a vehicle.
Camp: Things
have been changing round here at camp. We’ve added an addition to the Dining
Room Kitchen, along with an addition to the Gymnasium. With these additions, we’re
hoping to be able to reserve more campers through the weeks in the summer. In
addition of making more space indoors for those rainy days, camp is also hoping
to insulate the Gymnasium so we can use it year round with comfort of heat in
the winter. Campers have also enjoyed the new set of 6 swings we installed.
Recently, I’ve been in charge of keeping up the activity equipment as well as
keeping the weeds down. Megan, with Maggie’s help, finds little jobs here and
there to do. Here lately she’s been doing an excellent job at mudding the dry
wall in the new kitchen addition while Maggie takes naps.
Praises:
Ø The summer staff was amazing this summer, we believe the Lord really
worked through them.
Ø So far, the midwife says that the baby on the way is healthy and we’re
off to a good start.
Ø Our family is fit as a fiddle, and we’re praying it stays that way
throughout the winter.
Prayer Requests:
Ø As
our family grows, we have been praying and looking for a vehicle with
preferably 7 seats so it will comfortably fit our family of 4 and growing.
Ø We
are still on probation as full-time staff, as we are trusting God to supply our
needs.
Ø Due
to have two babies, two jobs, and schooling, it’s easy for us to feel
overwhelmed.
THANK YOU
FOR TAKING TIME TO READ OUR NEWSLETTER!
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Thank you for all your prayers and support!
To Contact Us:
Email: whistlerforgod@gmail.com
Address: 2907 Devault Bridge Rd
Piney Flats TN 37686
Phone: 423-335-1059(Lucas) or 423-646-9866(Megan)
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Monday, May 20, 2013
Spring update 2013
Today’s Verse: “For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast
covered me in my mother’s womb. I will Praise thee; for
I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul
knoweth right well. My substance was not hid from
thee, when I was made in secret, and curiously wrought in the lowest parts of
the earth. Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy
book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as
yet there was none of them. ~Psalms 139:13-16~
Home! Just as two robins flutter here and there collecting
material to build a homey nest in the spring, so have we been busy making
changes in our little nest. From replacing bad flooring to painting the walls
and the ceiling, the baby’s room was ready for the baby’s arrival. Our little
nest has also experienced a few other projects outside of the baby’s room. We
have retired our old water heater and invested in a much healthier one as well
as organizing what stuff has not been put in its place from baby showers and the
move.
Ok I won’t delay
the exciting news any longer. It all began the 15th of February, when
Megan started having contractions early in the day. That evening we decided to contact
the midwife and decide whether or not it was time to head to camp (Bancroft
Bible Camp). The plan was to have a “home birth” in apartments 2 and 3 at camp.
After discussing all the facts and details, we all headed toward camp for the
arrival of our long awaited bundle of joy. Everything was proceeding as it
should with her water breaking at 2 in the morning. Excitement was building as
we witnessed the signs of the coming miracle of our little “Pearl”.
Unfortunately, after 12 or so hours of contractions, the progression ceased which
we found out later was caused by her water resealing. The midwife had to re-break
her water which got things rolling again. In a short hour and a half, our
little one was making head way and it was pushing time. That was when our world
got scary… FAST! As Megan began
pushing, the baby’s heart rate was fading and wasn’t recovering fast enough. Immediately
our midwife, knew that our baby’s life was at stake. This once excited father preparing
to catch his child instantly became a father terrorized with the fear of losing
his first and only child. I began begging God for His mercy on me, knowing I
was undeserving of such a miracle. I knew that death is a result of all
mankind’s sin, including mine, and prayed that the Lord would help me accept
His decision whatever He chooses. As suspense was building, Megan was trying to
keep herself together. Knowing this baby she had carried for 42 weeks was at
risk had her praying for strength to resist the urge to push. It wasn’t long
before Megan was transported via ambulance to the local hospital in hopes of an
emergency C-section. The Lord, our great Doctor, rode with Megan in the back of
the ambulance and worked an undeserving miracle and helped our baby to push
past Megan’s pelvis so that once she arrived at the hospital she was able to
forgo the C-section. It was amazing how
God worked in that short trip to get our “Pearl” where she needed to be so
Megan could proceed with a vaginal delivery (with some help from the doctor).
So at 9:30 pm, February 16th, born to us was a beautiful 6lb and
13oz baby girl, Maggie Joanna Walsworth. We named her with the same meaning as
her mother, “Pearl”, and just like a precious pearl inside an oyster, she has
proven to be an undeserving miracle after a long labor.
Both Buddy and
Ninja have adjusted very well to us bringing home our little girl. Buddy, our
dog, is still trying to figure out what it is we carry to and from the car when
we leave. Along with wondering what could produce such noises and smells.
Ninja, our cat, has slowly begun to understand that mommy has a new fragile
“pet”. Ninja’s learning to share his mommy with the new little one, and has
done an excellent job at finding time when he can have mommy to himself. Our
lives have changed drastically but Maggie has made it worth it all.
Everyone at camp has been busy little bees
doing their normal tasks as well as preparing for the summer. A couple of the
exciting things in construction are the remodeling of the gym and the addition
to the kitchen. Megan and I (little Maggie too) went to a Paintball Symposium
in Ohio for another project we are working on for this summer. At the Paintball Symposium we spent 4 days learning about how to
repair and clean paintball markers, how to play paintball, how to build a field,
and how to use paintball to disciple the campers. Now, I know some of you are
already asking, “How much paint covered Lucas after Megan played?” Well, I am
lucky to say, that I never once received any paintball welts from my wife. We
both got to enjoy this engaging game but we didn’t play each other due to one
of us attending to Maggie. *Phew* Thank you Maggie. Since the symposium, I have been put
in charge of constructing the paintball program. We are so excited and have
been working diligently to prepare paintball for this coming summer.
Work & School! School is taking longer than we had hoped. However,
we are making progress. We have now completed the Old Testament section and are
now working on the New Testament. The goal is to have it completely finished by
April of ‘14. While I have continued to work at Jersey Mike’s, Megan’s mother
has blessed us by letting Megan work at her bookstore. She is able to take
Maggie along with her and enjoy these early precious months.
Ø Praise God for the safe arrival of our
little girl, Maggie.
Ø Praise God for being accepted as Full Time
Staff at Bancroft.
Prayer Requests:
Ø Pray that God will give us ideas and
strength for summer camp.
Ø Pray that the Holy Spirit will give us
patience and wisdom as we live life on fewer hours of sleep.
Ø Pray for wisdom in knowing what to do
with our vehicles as they show their unreliability.
Ø Pray that we can work diligently to
finish our schooling and reach our support requirement before April ‘14.
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Winter Newsletter
Home! Oh the
excitement that builds in us when we stop to reminisce the story that God is
writing in our lives! In case some of you haven’t heard, our “Home Sweet Home”
doormat no longer rests in the front of our Duffield home. That’s right, we’ve
moved! Megan’s parents, the Austins, own a double-wide mobile home in Piney
Flats, Tennessee where we currently live. It was given to them from Megan’s
mamaw, when her mamaw passed away. Megan’s parents offered the double-wide
trailer to us, to stay in, rent free. We prayed and evaluated the pros and cons
of moving to Tennessee, and felt that it would be a wise decision. So we are
now staying in a double-wide mobile home in Piney Flats, which is only 25
minutes from Kingsport and 30 minutes from Bristol and Johnson City.
Being
here in Piney Flats shortens the drive to camp and work which results in saving
us a few gas dollars. We started boxing our stuff just before Summer Camp
(Bancroft Bible Camp) started. Throughout the summer weekends we had free, we
have been moving our belongings from one state to the other. While relocating,
a lot of things got shuffled around in our house, so we’ve got toilet paper in
the kitchen, spoons in the bathroom, laundry detergent in the living room… you
get the picture. It’s been our top priority to put our items in their proper
places. While we are trying to achieve order in our house, installing a
back-yard fence for Buddy (our dog) has been put on our future to-do list.
We’re very thankful for the trailer that the Lord has blessed us with, and here
is where we will stay until it’s time to move again.
Camp! We had some interesting twists at
camp this summer. One of the unpleasant summer staff traditions, we passed around
a head cold, but nothing major enough to prevent our strong-willed staff from
giving their best. Besides minor head colds, other dilemmas and complications
were few and far between. Our camper attendance at camp has been climbing the
last 5 years, and this past summer we had a few weeks we were afraid we were
going to run out of room! But it is a problem we enjoy having. Lucas was the
Program Director this last summer, along with leading chapel worship,
lifeguarding, and some weeks even being a Sr. Counselor. Megan helped with
lifeguarding, and was the camp’s photographer and slide show producer when she
wasn’t preoccupied being a Sr. Counselor. With the camper attendance rising, we
expected this last summer to be slightly more trying and exhaustive than normal.
Knowing we would be facing growing pains, we were very grateful for the passionate
counselors the Lord sent us this summer.
Ø Praise God for the new home in
Tennessee.
Ø Praise God for the little one He has given to
us.
Prayer Requests:
Ø Pray that we can work steadfastly and
finish our schooling before next summer.
Ø Pray that the Holy Spirit will give us
patience and wisdom as the delivery date gets closer.
Pray that we will be patient as the Lord
prepares us to be full-time B.G.M. staff for His glory
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